Some day
you will realize that what he said to you wasn't real
Some day
you will finally see that you could have done better
Some day
you will find out about all the others
that he has been lying to you
and to many like you
Some day
you will get why he didn't want to see you as often as you did
why he didn't always answered your Skype calls
your texts or desperate calls
asking for an explanation
Some day
you will meet some one who will tell you real stuff
Some day
you will see a smile that is sincere
a smile that might even be a little silly
Some day
you will meet a man
not a boy, a man
who knows what he wants from life
and knows where he wants to go
There will be a day
that you will be ready
You will be yourself
You will know who you are
and what you stand for
and what you want from life
And you will be strong and independent
That's the moment that you can say hi
Hi to the man with the red tie and the cute smile
You can ask him with confidence what music he likes
or what he does for a living
You can say
with a sure mind and a heart that's ready
that ofcourse you would like to go with him for a drink in the coffee shop on the street corner
When the day comes
that you will meet the right guy
you won't even notice how welcome he is
But he will smile and see
that you will be
not a burden
not someone he has to text every second of the day to say that he does this or that because she's hanging on to him, afraid to let him go
he will see that you will be worth texting throughout the day
He will see a lady, growing to be a beautiful woman
worth getting coffee for
worth answering Skype calls, when you guys are apart
And most of all worth loving
and giving the best he can
to make her
smile too
©Hannah van Dijk
18 september 2014
