Define normal..

For any other person who's 19 years old and still didn't start any study yet, it would be totally normal to just focus on school and getting your diploma. (The way it goes in The Netherlands, that would be amazingly normal)
But oh no, not me. No.
No, I, myself, rather spend my weekend doing nothing, feeling useless and procrastinating. And don't you dare tell me you do that too. Because I'm serious about this.
This. This is insane. I'm.. I can't even.

What ever this is. It has to stop.

I rather spend my sunday sitting on a couch, watching some mini series and enjoying someone else's life. I rather read Jane Austen's Pride and Prejudice than studying for an important exam I have to make tomorrow.
And when it comes to it, all I can think of is backing out. 'Being sick' or 'too tired'
I don't know..

For a 19 year old, who really wants to discover the world, read books, eat strange things and meet new people, I'm really not doing a very good job..

So now you know, I feel kind of terrible and happy at the same time,

Whatevs, you know.
It doesn't matter,

I've got nothing,
Me