Pain moves me into Your arms // 1 december 2015

I don't know what loss does to you
I don't know what pain does to you
when you feel like no grace is left for you
when the world takes all your breaths away

Pain moves me into Your arms
my tears move me to lean onto You
my broken heart only wants Your comfort
it doesn't need the emptiness of this world

when I feel like I am to be nearly broken
when I feel like I have no where to go
I know that my God is the only one unbroken
I know that You are the place I can call home

I don't know how you get through
I don't know how to stand on my two feet
how do you live when life seems so pointless
how do you love when love is nowhere to be found

when I feel like I am to be nearly broken
when I feel like I have no where to go
I know that my God is the only one unbroken
I know that You are the place I can call home

I know that you feel the pain I feel, too
I know that you feel like you have no place to go
I know that we feel like we both need the other
and I know that we both need a home

so come with me 
I'll bring you to my Father
my God, who is always close
so come with me
and we'll pray together, while crying
it is the only thing I know to do

Pain moves me into Your arms
my tears move me to lean onto You
my broken heart only wants Your comfort
it doesn't need the emptiness of this world

And this I know, 
it is going to my heavenly Father
crying while He holds me so tight
screaming and falling to pieces
when I feel like I am to be nearly broken
when i feel like i have no where to go
I know that my God is the only one unbroken
I know that You are the place I can call home

December 1st, 2015
David died today. And although I didn't know him that well, he is my best friend's uncle. It just hurts to feel her pain and pain of everyone around me loosing people they love. And I don't understand it. And I have so many questions. That's why I wrote this. 

The scripture says, in psalms 91 “Because he loves me,” says the Lord, “I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name. He will call on me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him. With long life I will satisfy him and show him my salvation.” 
And I know you believed and trusted Him. That's why I believe that you're now with Him. It just hurts. It hurts so bad.